I am not being ugly, but I am so tired of being misunderstood by people that won’t ever understand how sensitive I am. TOUGHEN UP! That is what I have heard time after time. Yet why can’t I be soft? Why can’t I have good intentions? Why can’t I love to the best of my capabilities and it be enough? Why can I not let people misunderstanding my heart bother me so much. I’m toughening up. My soft side is dying. At least I would like to think it is. Then reality sets in and I’m just as soft and vulnerable as ever, yet am i?, bc its just a little bit more difficult than it used to be. It takes a lot of God to get me back to finding me under the layers.
Don’t be real. Don’t care. Don’t show or share that you care b/c its just not appropriate, and definitely do not try and defend yourself.
I am so confused on how to be me.
So I decided to just let God have me, and do a feb walk for cancer. 28 days, 28 miles in Feb. God please just help me with this!
Hard layers, I only have God to hold onto. He knows the truth.
Daybydaytake1 
I feel this and often get the ‘Idon’t know what to tell you’ or you’re in you head’ because I feel to much and too often. Girl, just be you. I speak from experience that trying to be who you are not only makes things worse. The REAL people will love you for who and what you are. God included.
Love you!
Thank you, 🙂 I needed to hear that.